By mid-day my head was still pounding, I felt nauseous and my tailbone was burning. I had an appointment scheduled that afternoon with cranial-sacral but I really knew I needed assistance as soon as possible. My head was hurting so bad that I didn’t feel that I could connect in and get answers. I contacted a friend that I had trained with and told her what was taking place physically and she texted immediately saying “Who did you piss off?!? There is a woman in your field and she is sending you nasty energy!” I gave her 4 names and the name my friend chose was the one that had gotten quite upset with me on social media. I was honestly shocked and annoyed that I didn’t heed the warning I was given as I drifted off to sleep the night before. She was able to assist me some, easing the headache, but not the tailbone burning.
I went to my magical cranial sacral practitioner and explained what had taken place. She found that my root chakra was completely blocked and that my cerebral fluid was not working properly at all. As she was unwinding the block I heard so clearly “You assumed what you were feeling was yours, this invited it into your body so that it could take hold at very deep levels.” Ah… there was the lesson.
Not once did I stop to ask if all that I was feeling was mine. Instead I took it in as mine to clear and heal. The reason I had not experienced jealousy to that degree prior is because it was never mine. This was a huge AH HA! moment for me as I know so many of us on the spiritual journey are doing the hard work, digging in, and healing our layers. However, what if we are processing and clearing things that were not ours in the first place. We know that we cannot clear for another, it doesn’t work that way. I may clear energy from clients but I simultaneously share the pattern that allowed the energy in. Otherwise, discordant energy can be cleared, but it will return.
Clearing things that don’t belong to us only stops us from reaching our full potential. It keeps us running in circles, drains our energy and ensures that we are so busy that we don’t have the energy to embody all that we are. Looking at Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs shows us how being constantly stuck in the cycle of clearing keeps us from our own self-actualization.
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